Extremely exciting
Retelling this tale of her first semi-public debauchery to Dr.
Stevens, Jan felt positively depraved that she had done anything so
openly sexual but also intensely excited to be sharing this most
intimate story with another woman. The doctor asked Jan why she
thought she had been willing to expose herself this way in front of
strangers and she responded, “First, I knew it was what Dan wanted
me to do and didn’t feel I had the power to refuse. When I saw
Robert with his cock in his hand, I knew that I would do it even
before I was ready to admit it to myself. And there was a strange
feeling of power in being able to make him come whenever I wanted
to. I didn’t know any of the people there, other than Dan, and
wouldn’t ever have to see them again if I didn’t want to, so I felt
that I could be an anonymous ’slut’ (there, I’ve finally said the
word I’ve thought so many times) without anyone knowing in my ‘real
life’ and I found that extremely exciting.”
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